So I lost my virginity to this dude 3 months ago and we were talking off and on for 6 months prior to that. He started acting funny after we had sex. Like at first he'd text saying I miss you blah blah. And when I'd see him, he'd tell me he cares about me so much & misses but he never would hit me up to chill. I became sort of sex-crazed after that one time & basically offered him to be my sex buddy since I thought it was me telling him all my feelings that was scaring him away & he denied it! I tried everything possibly to try to get him to come over and he would flake on me each time. I thought virgin pussy was suppose to be the best pussy... &I even sat on his face that night. Based on what I'm telling you, is my pussy "trash" since he basically didn't want it after we had sex? Lol
The one thing that stood out to me has nothing to do with this man, it had everything to do with the fact that you have given a priceless gift away and seem to have no emotional attachment to it. I can sit here and lie to you and say that your virginity made you special and you were rare but that's simply not the case. Whether its your first time or your 56th time, to men... Sex is sex. Correct me if I'm wrong but it seems to me your more focused on "is my pussy trash" than "did I just make a really big mistake".
You made a really big mistake.
Pussy can't keep a man around. Pussy can't make a man fall for you. Pussy can't make a man think of you as a stable person they need in their life. Pussy is only pussy and when men need it they will get it, it doesn't really matter where it comes from because pussy has no face, pussy has no personality, pussy has no emotion.
So when you ask "is my pussy "trash" since he basically didn't want it after we had sex?" Probably not. He didn't want YOU after sex. Maybe he didn't want that responsibility of being someone's first, maybe he didn't like the fact that you immediately threw all self respect out the window to just be a fuck buddy, maybe you were just involved with the wrong guy who only wanted one thing. Here's some advice, you pack all this shit up, you find the most desirable qualities about yourself that has nothing to do with sex and you only display those characteristics until you find a man that has an emotional connection to you, and then you'll realize...
Dick doesn't stop it's busy day to send you thoughtful texts, dick doesn't fall for you, dick doesn't enjoy your sense of humor or help your self esteem.
Sex is just a bonus.
